sometimes & always

linking up with the lovely megan at mackey madness cause goodness knows i adore link ups :)

sometimes: i try to use some fancy slang i learned somewhere

 (and then looked up on urbandictionary.com) cause...that's whats up. word.

always: then i hear people  say "thebomb{dot}com" (thanks toddlers & tiaras) and realise how ridiculous i probably sound when i say "fiening" or some other such nonsense. word up.

sometimes: i want my hair to grow really long, like til it reaches my butt or something.

always: i forget that i want it to be long, and chop it off when im having a bad day

sometimes: i tell myself that finding a guy is not really that important for me right now.

always: i spend hours window shopping different guys profiles online, the same way i shop for a new dress or for some shoes.

sometimes: i think maybe i should get a 9-5 doing something in an office

always: i remember that it's okay to try out a bunch of things, as long as i find something that makes me happy. (and i can pay my bills)
whats that quote? Find something you love to do and you'll never have to work a day in your life.
that's me, on a constant mission

sometimes: i dread going to the gym. the sweating, the jiggling parts, the..other people.

always: once i'm there, jamming out to my music, i feel so much better about myself.

with a heart full of hope & a mind full of dreams

Sarah

sometimes & always

okay, okay, so i didn't finish the post i've been working on...
slight case of bloggers block.

buttttt i did finish my holiday shopping, and wrapped a bunch of it

AND made stockings for everyone

soooo i think i can get a pass on not coming through with the post, right? right.

so instead of finishing that little post i've been thinking up in my brain, im linking up with

 megan from mackey madness 

for sometimes and always

sometimes: i dream about chopping my hair off into a super cute bob because it's so dry and feels stringy, sooo maybe i should cut it and start from scratch

always: i remember how much i cried when i did chop my hair off a few years ago, and talk myself right back out of doing it again.

exhibit a:

 before:

after:

but...maybe second time arounds the charm?

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sometimes: i question if i really want to be a teacher

always: i make one of my after school kids smile with a kind word and a ask them what they did all day, and i remember that i love that feeling.

my birthday announcement during student teaching:

sometimes: i miss my ex boyfriend so much my heart literally aches

always: then i remember how much better off i am without him than i ever was with him and i stop feeling so mopey.

sometimes: i put paper down so i don't get glitter everywhere when im using it

always: i get up from where i'm working and find glitter EVERYWHERE

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sometimes: i set my alarm for earlyish and tell myself i'm going to get up and be productive

always: i hit the snooze button so many times i end up oversleeping and scrambling to get myself together, forget about being productive before then.

sometimes: i tell myself i will go for a jog in the morning, even though i hate jogging.

always: the morning comes and i decide to stay under the covers and try again the next day. i never do.

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sometimes: i wonder if i'm making a good choice by deciding to move away from my family

always: i know i can come back home again, no matter what.

sometimes: i want to go live on a farm, grow my own things, have lots of animals and craft my little heart out

always: i remember that farmville is just a facebook game and a lot more work in real life

with a heart full of hope & a mind full of dreams

Sarah